Needless to say I've been hitting the bottom of the road at 150km/h and ramming into random trees... Wow, what an analogy.
I've been feeling very low... I don't sleep well (been waking up in cold sweats for weeks), have little appetite, don't feel like doing anything and have been evading people. I've never been the most social person in the world, that's a given. I'm more comfortable in the comfort of my own home on my own with my own little things, but this has taken on a whole new turn. I've been in a foul mood, I know this, but I had managed to keep it to myself until recently. I apologize to anyone I may have hurt or I may have blown up at. My buttons are always easy to push (and often people don't realize it until it's too late) but I like to think there's some resistance before the red button's pressed. So I'll have to work on that again.
Again, I'm sorry. It's probably the weather... or the jumble of emotions I've been going through for the last few months. I tend to keep negative emotions to myself because I don't want to bother others. I guess I've been getting to my limit as of late.